Another Pregnancy Dream!

Only this time I got pregnant naturally on accident and all I remember was crying my eyes out feeling "sure" it was a boy again. I remember being mad that we got pregnant naturally b/c we were planning to do PGD and now we couldn't! 

Well, when I woke up, I freaked out a little (b/c since I'm still breastfeeding I have yet to have a period) and so I POAS to make sure I'm not having pregnancy dreams b/c I'm actually pregnant. Whew. It was a negative (BFN!). Thank goodness! Not that we have not been "careful", but not having had a period in 2 years makes me always a little nervous. 

On the IVF front-- We cannot decide on a permanent "start date". As I've mentioned we started out saying February 2012. Then we bumped it up to December 2011. Now I am not sure. Some days I am sooo excited and anxious and want to start ASAP, but then some days I fear I might rush into it and I want to wait until December again. 

The only thing that is for certain is that our consultation is July 29th. After that we will just have to see what we really feel like doing. Whatever feels right. I'm not sure what that is today, but I hope I will know soon.