So I just received the HORRIBLE news that out of our 17 frozen eggs that were thawed, fertilized, and biopsied with aCGH at Genesis... we had 3 healthy BOYS. No girls.
So we are really and truly starting over again. Not just with another FET but with the WHOLE embryo retrieval process.
Can't I ever just get ONE shred of good news? Can't ANYTHING ever go my way? Why does the universe not want me to have a daughter? Why can't my husband produce any healthy females? Why does my body KILL the only one we ever got to stick in my uterus? WHY?
I am pissed beyond words. Frustrated. Angry. Sad. Depressed. Resentful. Miserable. F***ING MISERABLE...
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